voiceless

i am in a bit of a predicament (i wanted to say 'pickle' but didn't think it sounded right)

you may have noticed that i haven't been blogging as much lately, you might have thought that i've been busy, had other thoughts to think, and you'd be right....kinda.

there is sooooo much here to do, so much to say, so much to think and reflect on - but should i blog about it? there's stuff that i really want to say, to work out, to demand to be wrestled out and thoughts to be thought.

but the truth is that i feel.....a bit silenced.